<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486</id><updated>2011-04-21T17:24:29.205-07:00</updated><category term='racist'/><category term='300'/><category term='First'/><category term='Drunk'/><category term='movies'/><title type='text'>Shaun Finding Shaun</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>8</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-3740105926053579257</id><published>2007-05-01T20:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-05-01T20:34:48.865-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Bally Sagoo da Ganesh'as child ! Fo Shizznit !</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.indiangods.com/ganesh1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.indiangods.com/ganesh1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I thought it be best to make a post about the blingingest mofo out Bally Sagoo who is the most krunk bolly chilld out aiiight! Being one of his biggest fans aside from Sean Ramsey I thought it would be essential to bring his phat beats to yalls attention BOO! Without further a due Bally Sagoo YEAH BOI !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bally Sagoo Bhangara King&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/k0ZVtrpumdo"&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/k0ZVtrpumdo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided that the only way that Bally Sagizznit could be so damned PH - PHat would be that he is Ganesha's Offspring those of you that dont know ganesha here is a picture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.indiangods.com/ganesh1.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By ancient tradition, the elephant-headed god, is always worshipped first in every ritual or festival. And Similarly Sean and myself enjoy making tributes to our cranking bhangara brother Bally Sagoo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   Bally Sagoo           has acquired many designations, to mention a few, “Godfather of           Bhangra”; “The mix-master”; “One of UK’s           top 10 Asian Success Stories” ( As written by Bally Sagoo on his myspace )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway Bally Saggy Fag .... I mean SAGGY CHAMPHEROCHILDLOVEYOUFOREVER&lt;br /&gt;heres to you with love Shaun and Sean&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.ishqrecords.com/Pictures/ballyBoig02.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.ishqrecords.com/Pictures/ballyBoig02.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-3740105926053579257?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/3740105926053579257/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=3740105926053579257' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/3740105926053579257'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/3740105926053579257'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/05/bally-sagoo-da-ganeshas-child-fo.html' title='Bally Sagoo da Ganesh&apos;as child ! Fo Shizznit !'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-7060821346241300656</id><published>2007-04-28T00:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-28T00:06:24.023-07:00</updated><title type='text'>So its been a while..</title><content type='html'>Now you may say that my mind is in the gutter ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101673/New_Craze_In_Japan_Air_Sex.html"&gt;Japanese Innovation&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just watch it and I am sure you will laugh too .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What Ive Learnt:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Japan is the innovation capital of the world.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-7060821346241300656?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/7060821346241300656/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=7060821346241300656' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/7060821346241300656'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/7060821346241300656'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/so-its-been-while.html' title='So its been a while..'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-3553067172121210057</id><published>2007-04-20T01:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-20T01:40:59.039-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Chase the Sun</title><content type='html'>Well the sun may be a huge ball of fire and fire may be associated with hell and hell may be bad ..... but the sun is very caring of us he just cant show it :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;videoid=1588789337"&gt;Timmy and the Sun&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;embed src="http://lads.myspace.com/videos/vplayer.swf" flashvars="m=1588789337&amp;amp;type=video" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" height="346" width="430"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.addToProfileConfirm&amp;videoid=1588789337&amp;amp;title=Timmy%20and%20the%20Sun"&gt;Add to My Profile&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.home"&gt;  More Videos&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things Ive Learnt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- The sun loves us.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-3553067172121210057?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/3553067172121210057/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=3553067172121210057' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/3553067172121210057'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/3553067172121210057'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/chase-sun.html' title='Chase the Sun'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-7203168635258770486</id><published>2007-04-18T07:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-19T01:39:45.644-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Anarchyx , Demolisher , Forcex - I miss you</title><content type='html'>Okay so most of you that know me irl will know that I quit wow about 4 weeks ago . Since I have had alot of spare time Ive been trying for a while to find something to fill the gap... so far no luck. Bought command and conquer 3 today and it didnt even fill 30% of the space wow left in me. I guess I will just stop justifying and say Im going to start playing again. I decided that just this evening. The game is FUN .. provided... your playing with friends, most of mine have quit and its gotten to a stage where everyone else has passed through and it feels like Im the only one who misses what has passed. So in a last chance bid to enjoy the game Im going to head back to my first PROPER server blackrock and see what is left of the player community I was in before I left the server. I will also take this oppurtunity to remember my guild that i ran called Elimination that housed 75 players and that I lead through ZG ..... being a GM is difficult business its very rewarding to get 20 people through a raid , but the negatives out weigh that. So with all this said Id like to encourage anyone with a copy of WoW who is interested in any way shape or form to re-kindle there love for the game and contact me about getting together in game because lets face it .... its not so much fun alone. ( And no sean ramsey I dont mean you :P you never had a love for the game ). To all my friends who think I will be a hermit again, I can promise that my gameplay will never be as time consuming as when I was GM of elimination it takes much less time to be a guild member than a guild leader :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What Ive Learnt :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Quitting wow doesnt work&lt;br /&gt;- WoW &gt; All&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-7203168635258770486?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/7203168635258770486/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=7203168635258770486' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/7203168635258770486'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/7203168635258770486'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/anarchyx-demolisher-forcex-i-miss-you.html' title='Anarchyx , Demolisher , Forcex - I miss you'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-4355011554678942995</id><published>2007-04-12T23:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-13T00:02:03.504-07:00</updated><title type='text'>New Post Formality</title><content type='html'>Each post from here on in will contain ( At the bottom ) a What Ive Learnt section outlining things Ive learnt since the last blog. This being a blog I shall start with this post.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What Ive Learnt:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Reformatting my PC actually gives me a headache as easy as it is&lt;br /&gt;-Dont eat well and you will get a cold : (&lt;br /&gt;-Plastic KFC Gravy containers hurt &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-4355011554678942995?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/4355011554678942995/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=4355011554678942995' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/4355011554678942995'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/4355011554678942995'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/new-post-formality.html' title='New Post Formality'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-2505314610247929572</id><published>2007-04-08T20:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-08T21:47:05.702-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='300'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='movies'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Drunk'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='racist'/><title type='text'>The persians are coming !</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;WARNING: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;The below post may seem like it endorses brackets  or racist themes this is not the case and the publisher takes no responsibility for the perception people may take from this blog.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PLEASE NOTE: The second paragraph contains numerous ( brackets ( Like this ) please do not comment on this )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Someone watches too many movies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Convinced the Persians were about to invade Aus after seeing 300 the other night I was on guard for most of Saturday night. After a few drinks I was sober (lol) and ready for battle waiting most of the evening to hear the glorious battle cry of our king we became eager and full of anticipation. Finally the moment had arrived, King Ramseus shouted "Tonight ! We show all Spartans what might is made of" thrusting his spear into the air it was apparent to me that this end would become nothing less than a historical moment in time. It was at this point that the blood coursing through my veins began to effect my mental state, the rage within had taken over the world became black and my enemies became but ants beneath the feet of elephants. " FOR SPARTA" I yelled, now unable to control myself the warrior within took over, to better explain how this feels imagine being able to see your actions through the eyes of an on-looker but unable to control any movement or emotion. Slashing, stabbing, slamming and annihilating the darkness which was the Persian Army my movements became precise and deadly. The bodies of the Persian army becoming no more then grass blades crumbling at my feet. The Persians were resistant but our king had outwitted them more then once inching us ever so closer to victory. And just as soon had it started it had ended. The silence of night brought sanity back to me , I had returned from my blood lust and consumed what the warrior within had taken. I looked out along the horizon to witness the devastation I had aided to envelop the Persian army.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For this is SPARTA !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://imageshack.us/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img403.imageshack.us/img403/5273/3004cf2.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Someone had too much to drink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;Okay so Saturday night came and Kylie and myself headed to Sean and Katie's spending most of the night talking and not actually moving unless to pour the next drink or view something of humour on one of the laptops in the study it was a pretty placid night. Having the 300 running in the background the endless movie quotes began to embed themselves into my brain as I slowly drink myself away from sanity. It was about 11:30 pm that saw David B on his way home. Upon hearing of his departure myself and Sean stepped out to say goodbye. Trying to keep David with us as long as possible we found the junk we had collected on our previous eves mayhem, prostitute teasing,  female abducting and all round stalker session. The items that were still left in the vehicle were a large stick and a squash racket ( Keeping in mind that the packing foam had found its way all over the yard of an unsuspecting (Unpaying, prostitute who was doing pro-bono work on this particular eve) girl who's parents happened to be away). Myself and Sean felt it would be humorous to pretend that the stick were a Spartan spear and that the Squash racket was a Persian Army member or multiple. We proceeded to smash the squash racket over the stick but it took some smashing ( Keep in mind this was whilst yelling quotes from 300 ( Or just yelling in general, which in itself is a quote) and making dramatic movements).  The squash racket like the Persian army was resistant so Sean felt it necessary to take to the wall with it . When he was done there was not much left of the racket as a large amount of the wood from the outside had splintered off onto the balcony. By this stage I was in fits of laughter watching the madness in Sean's face whilst smashing the racket to pieces and his constant 300 remarks. The humour wore off and I reminded Sean that it would be wise to clean up before Katie caught us or saw the mess.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOR SPARTA !!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://imageshack.us/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img412.imageshack.us/img412/1143/crazycq3.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-2505314610247929572?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/2505314610247929572/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=2505314610247929572' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/2505314610247929572'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/2505314610247929572'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/persians-are-coming.html' title='The persians are coming !'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-5621086175654597145</id><published>2007-04-04T04:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-04T05:24:58.090-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Blog Away</title><content type='html'>Well this is officially my second blog. Started early this evening due to the fact I have NOTHING to do... never thought Id say this but homework does have its perks . Listening to my old old old new found glory &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Cd's&lt;/span&gt; so that I can get motivated for the concert next &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Wednesday&lt;/span&gt; really looking forward to it.  &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Ah&lt;/span&gt; music is the aphrodisiac to emotion &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;IMO&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;definitely&lt;/span&gt; sets the cogs in the brain turning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work is becoming more and more tedious if not for the fact that cash fuels my chronic desire of new things then I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;wouldn't&lt;/span&gt; bother with it, Id live in a tent and catch my own food but such is the way of Shaun. A dinner table conversation with my father or a debate rather this evening made me remember that this job &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;DEFINITELY&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;isn't&lt;/span&gt; forever. We saw a story about a girl who &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;committed&lt;/span&gt; suicide on the news according to the report she was over stressed from her call centre job at &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;telstra&lt;/span&gt;. Dad's immediate response was silly woman why &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;didn't&lt;/span&gt; she quit. Well duh I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; know anyone who would find changing jobs easy, people just &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; enjoy quitting! This is one of the reasons Ill never ever ever settle with something I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; enjoy considering most people spend 5 of the 7 days of the week at &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;their&lt;/span&gt; workplace and I refuse to spend those days somewhere depressing, boring, goalless and simple. Saying this its probably the reason I still am worried about where I'm heading like I spoke about last night. Being &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"&gt;almost&lt;/span&gt; 20 and not earning money like &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"&gt;alot&lt;/span&gt; of the people my age is a scary scary scary thing. Not only that but you feel your letting those around you down. I can vouch for this 110% I know that I would prefer to have more money to spend on my girlfriend but reality is &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"&gt;ATM&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; a schmuck, and the most worrying part is that I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; know if I will ever be able to support her and a family in the future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thinking big and living small is something Ive made a fine art of, As a friend told me once &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; an obsessive escapist for those who &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; know  what that entails &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22"&gt;heres&lt;/span&gt; the dictionary definition of escapism &lt;span class="me"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;es·cap·ism&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;" class="pronset"&gt; &lt;img src="http://cache.lexico.com/g/d/premium.gif" border="0" /&gt;  &lt;img class="luna-Img" src="http://cache.lexico.com/dictionary/graphics/luna/thinsp.png" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;a href="https://secure.reference.com/premium/login.html?rd=2&amp;u=http%3A%2F%2Fdictionary.reference.com%2Fbrowse%2Fescapist"&gt;&lt;img src="http://cache.lexico.com/g/d/speaker.gif" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;span class="show_ipapr" style="display: none;"&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt;/&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="pron"&gt;ɪˈ&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23"&gt;ske&lt;/span&gt;ɪ&lt;img class="luna-Img" src="http://cache.lexico.com/dictionary/graphics/luna/thinsp.png" alt="" border="0" /&gt;pɪz&lt;img class="luna-Img" src="http://cache.lexico.com/dictionary/graphics/luna/thinsp.png" alt="" border="0" /&gt;əm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt;/&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a class="pronlink" onclick="pk = window.open('/help/luna/IPA_pron_key.html', 'PronunciationKey','height=700,width=560,left=0,top=0,resizable,scrollbars');if(pk){pk.focus();}" onmouseout="status='';return true;" onmouseover="status='Click for pronunciation key';return true;" title="Click for pronunciation key"&gt;Pronunciation Key&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span class="pron_toggle" style="display: inline;"&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt; - &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="pronlink" onclick="javascript:show_sp()" onmouseout="status='';return true;" onmouseover="status='Click to toggle pronunciation';return true;" title="Click to show spelled pronunciation"&gt;Show Spelled Pronunciation&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="show_spellpr" style="display: inline;"&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt;[&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="pron"&gt;i-&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24"&gt;skey&lt;/span&gt;-&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25"&gt;piz&lt;/span&gt;-&lt;i&gt;uh&lt;/i&gt;&lt;img class="luna-Img" src="http://cache.lexico.com/dictionary/graphics/luna/thinsp.png" alt="" border="0" /&gt;m&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt;]&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a class="pronlink" onclick="pk = window.open('/help/luna/Spell_pron_key.html', 'PronunciationKey','height=700,width=560,left=0,top=0,resizable,scrollbars');if(pk){pk.focus();}" onmouseout="status='';return true;" onmouseover="status='Click for pronunciation key';return true;" title="Click for pronunciation key"&gt;Pronunciation Key&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span class="pron_toggle" style="display: inline;"&gt;&lt;span class="prondelim"&gt; - &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="pronlink" onclick="javascript:show_ip()" onmouseout="status='';return true;" onmouseover="status='Click to toggle pronunciation';return true;" title="Click to show IPA pronunciation"&gt;Show IPA Pronunciation&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;" class="pg"&gt;–noun  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind in entertainment or in an imaginative situation, activity, etc.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I used to have the impression it was because I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26"&gt;wasn't&lt;/span&gt; happy with my life and its true there are aspects I would like to change but my life is far from bad ! I have an awesome girlfriend and friends, &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27"&gt;all most&lt;/span&gt; so many that I find it hard to give all of them my time. I have a great home and any material &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28"&gt;possession&lt;/span&gt; I guy could want. So maybe its more the fact that &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; so very afraid of the future that makes it easy for me to get so caught up in fantasies where I can remind myself constantly that it &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30"&gt;isn't&lt;/span&gt; real.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I would really really really love to have the money for a holiday! A LONG ONE :P I just want to get away for a large period that I cant see the end of so I can forget for a while that when I get back its on with the process of &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31"&gt;collaborating&lt;/span&gt; my future. Having someone to do this with is also an issue :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well this blog has turned into a rant in which I get &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32"&gt;thoughts&lt;/span&gt;/feelings off my chest and I cant say I mind it all that much so I think I might continue :P.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kylie ( My girlfriend ) was chatting with me on &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33"&gt;msn&lt;/span&gt; earlier and asked me why in the world I would write this blog, and its &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34"&gt;definitely&lt;/span&gt; become clear since that is mainly for me as a sort of diary that others are welcome to read. And so far &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; still enjoying it so there will be many a blog to come. &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; sure after a while &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37"&gt;alot&lt;/span&gt; of my blogs will have the same thing written more then once. Luckily for me not too many people will actually read far enough through my blogs to pick up :P that is if anyone actually reads these.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I envy &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38"&gt;Kylie&lt;/span&gt;, I envy the way she works so hard to be incredibly self sufficient. This girl saves money like you would not believe. She's so organised and really with out her Id probably be in a huge mess right now. She keeps my life tidy so to speak I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; keep a journal of dates/events because its her ! I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40"&gt;wouldn't&lt;/span&gt; have it any other way &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41"&gt;hahaha&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So this blog draws to an end Ive run out of things to talk about at present but you never know I might be back with a late night blog in a couple hours. If not Ill blog &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42"&gt;tomorrow&lt;/span&gt; eve for those that read this blog right the way through I hope you &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; want the # number of minutes of your life back because I cant offer it &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44"&gt;heehe.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for the support !&lt;br /&gt;Be safe !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-5621086175654597145?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/5621086175654597145/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=5621086175654597145' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/5621086175654597145'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/5621086175654597145'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/blog-away.html' title='Blog Away'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-375064802934653486.post-580156023734330387</id><published>2007-04-03T08:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-03T09:10:11.742-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='First'/><title type='text'>The urge to blog</title><content type='html'>So, this is my first blog spot and I intend on keeping it updated so long as I still feel it &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;therapeutic&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I thought I'd start this blog with the reason behind why I created a blog spot and in searching the reasons why I would want to do this the most prominent that comes to mind is Sean Ramsey. After seeing the creation of his blog ( http://fullmetalsean.blogspot.com/ ) and enjoying reading his ramble thoroughly and hearing how he enjoyed writing it I thought Id take a dabble and see how it went. Whilst creating the blog I convinced myself that there were more reasons to do this, If only to tell people how I'm feeling or what I'm doing so that they may be prepared for my mood or so my friends may offer voluntary support rather than being motioned into doing so after dealing with me in a foul mood for a period, this blog is still a great idea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find myself searching for the reason that I am still awake and the only reasons I can think of are&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.) I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; feel I can sleep without resolving issues I have going on in my head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;B.) Its an excuse to be lazy at work &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;tomorrow&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both are relevant to me at present and without delving into my mind its enough to say that &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; thinking off lots of things at the moment. Some subjects that come to mind are Relationships , Future , Hobbies , Study Options and how painful work is. I guess Future is a really broad one and can Apply to anyone and &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; sure we all find ourselves at some stage in the day asking ourselves where we see ourselves heading and though I see the prospect is scary for us all I think its not &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;always&lt;/span&gt; wise to get caught up in planning for the future. With this in mind Ill be the first to admit that this is one of my biggest downfalls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of downfalls let me take some time to Introduce myself as I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;haven't&lt;/span&gt; really done that on &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;myspace&lt;/span&gt; or anywhere else on the web. I have spent the last 3 years of my life ( Since finishing &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;high school&lt;/span&gt; ) Studying media courses ( Film an TV , 3D Animation ).  I have a wonderful &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;girlfriend&lt;/span&gt; Kylie who really is my world its been about 3 and a bit years going on 4 and I just &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; see myself without her. I think the most special think about her is that shes so determined and happy with who she is and where shes at and wont change for anyone (sometimes not so good for me :P ) But of course I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;wouldn't&lt;/span&gt; change her for the world. Currently &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; working part time at &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;KFC&lt;/span&gt; ( Again ) As its the easiest job I could find for decent pay. Planning on going back to study and do a &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;graphic&lt;/span&gt; design course and hopefully land a job in graphic design now I guess the chances are slim but if I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; aim for something I enjoy Ill find myself wallowing in self pity and looking down the barrel of spending a lifetime doing something I &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; enjoy which &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; pretty determined to not let happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now Ill be the first to admit I'm LAZY and I hate it but I guess its a trait I will learn to overcome hopefully. &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; highly opinionated which often gets me into shit most of my friends will know this and I often &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"&gt;don't&lt;/span&gt; hold back when it comes to voicing those opinions. I guess Ive learnt to bite my tongue on most occasions but &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20"&gt;every now&lt;/span&gt; and then I find myself in a spot of bother.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways its going to be gone 12:30 before I get some shut eye tonight so I will probably call it here Stay tuned if your interested ill be back to blog some more &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21"&gt;tomorrow&lt;/span&gt; night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also once again props to Sean R and his great blog head over there for some creative spin on his live its a great read ! http://fullmetalsean.blogspot.com/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Guys&lt;br /&gt;Be &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22"&gt;Safe&lt;/span&gt; !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/375064802934653486-580156023734330387?l=shaunmayze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/feeds/580156023734330387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=375064802934653486&amp;postID=580156023734330387' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/580156023734330387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/375064802934653486/posts/default/580156023734330387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shaunmayze.blogspot.com/2007/04/urge-to-blog.html' title='The urge to blog'/><author><name>Shaun</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05782051121278861050</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://a121.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/50/m_08226529ba00c43347bc127b87b279e0.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
